Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Thursday, September 30, 2004

Felt Bad :(

Argh!!! Today I think I did something bad to my god-bro. So sorry that I didn't keep my promise. I kept on making fun about it. Wasn't meant to make fun of you or sumthing. In fact, I think it's not a bad thing that you have lotsa admirers. I'm proud of you instead :) It proves that I've a handsome god-bro. Hehehe. Wonder if he would stop telling me about his childhood stories now :/ *Sigh* Better stop being an irritating brat from now onwards. Neeways, today I studied Mkg. It was a loooot! I cant stand it. Felt like slping all the way. LOL. Before that I got stomach-ache summore. Mayb coz of the Indian-Muslim food that we ate. Hahaha. So early eat nasi briani, so spicy. But soon after I sat down, it was alright. Phew~ lucky me. Then, today kept on raining. Aiyo...End of the yr always rain. But it was a li'l drizzle. If heavy rain, then I would bathe on my way home. :( Oh yeah, today I told my sis bout Ronald's getting married. She didnt know anything bout it. Hahaha. No wonder actually. They dont keep in touch anymore now. Then this evening I watched Singapore Idol. The performances weren't really impressive coz the songs were chosen by their parents. Anyway, Chris is handome!!!~ :p I also like the 2 bengs there. And not forgetting Daphne!! The young but yet so talented 17 going on 18 years old. Hope they'll move on to the next lvl. The results are tmr. *Sigh* Hope i can watch it tmr.

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:43 PM

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Tired!!!

Phew...What a tiring day. Went to study in the afternoon. Wasted almost whole day to copy down Finance tutorial answers from Jan. That's for being too lazy to do homeworks. But not bad. At least I learned a li'l bit while doing the Qns. ^_^ After studying, we left at around 7? I dunno precisely. I went straight to meet my sis n aunt. We wanted to visit my far far away relative at Mt Elizabeth Hospital. When we reached, we only found that the person was already discharged -.-" What a wasted trip. I treated it as a night walk at Orchard Rd. Hahaha. The weather was cool n nice. But i'm so shagged after all the studying n stuff. I bought a LIME mag at Bedok Int. There's a story about Ronald Susilo n Li Jia Wei in it. I wanna bring it back to Indo later n show it to my sis. Wonder what she'll say about it. How time flies. The only thing I could remember bout him was when I was watching him play badminton in Kallang stadium. He was dating my sis. After the practice, he came over to my seat and asked for my sis. Now he's very famous in S'pore. Hahaha unbelievable. Anyways, I've been wondering how great is he actually, that he made my sis become a smoker after they broke up. *sigh* And now he's getting married. Hahaha. I really can't imagine n as a matter of fact, I shouldn't be thinking too much about it either. :p

Vell Signed off ♥ 12:59 PM

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Exam Fever

Today I went to TP library to study with Jul n Liang. Jan is sick so she didnt join us. Liang told me that she's very jialat, feel nausea whenever she stands up. Weird sickness, huh? Hahaha. Anyway, I studied HRM again today. Felt so sian to keep on studying hrm. Tmr we're meeting again n I'm gonna study Finance. Hopefully I can recall what I've studied before the mid-sem tests. The rest of the lectures I didnt really paid close attention. =p But I go twice for almost all of Fin lectures. Am I hardworking or kiasu? LOL. Cant understand mah? So go again lor~ When I was studying in the library this afternoon, I keep on thinking bout this sweetie of mine. Blogger is addictive!!! OMG. Better control myself. If not, I'll feel like creating new post every single minute. Hahaha. Crazy me. Then, this afternoon we were like mad people. Keep on laughing hard whenever we chat. I think the studying had spoil our minds. Tmr Jan will be joining us! Yay!! Heeheehee. She said she shall be with us and reunite JJVL. Act cute Jan~ Tmr will be a better day I guess. With 1 more person's laughter. And her high pitch "YA LOOOOOR". Hahahaha. So long nvr see Jan le. Wonder has she became thinner after the 2 days sick. Hahahaha. Ok then, continue later sweetie ^-^

Vell Signed off ♥ 1:10 AM

Sunday, September 26, 2004

What a Day

Today, a busy day. My mom went back to Jkt. *sigh* silence one more time. Woke up early just to go PW to buy some more stuffs. Then, play with this sweetie of mine. Added the tagboard and all that. So much fun! :) Unfortunately I cant insert the pic in bloggie. Toopid Hello. Anyway, have been having a headache since yesterday. After studying in the library, the pain started. Mayb coz of the cold. Then went back home and felt fine soon after that. Hahaha. Then today, this headache came coz I drank too much Coke in a day I guess. Haha. Coz my mom bought the BK meals at the airport to bring back to Indo. So, I need to bring home the Cokes. Forced myself to drink up. End up torturing myself. Hahaha. After I sent them off, I wanted to watch movie with Yun but she wasnt confident with her dress so we ended up eating -.-" Guess I wont be watching any movies for the time being. *sigh* But its ok. Coz I can just buy the DVDs when I'm finally back at Indo. Cheap some more~ Anyways, just now when I was in the airport, my grandma hugged me. So sad~ Her hug always got the charm whenever she's departing. =p Then, my li'l bro didnt want to go off. He said he wanna study here. Hahaha. Silly him. He also asked me to go back to Indo since I'm having a wk holiday. He asked me to bring my books there and study. Arghhh love him so much! X) Oh well, I'll be seeing him again soon. Heeheehee. Tmr, I'm meeting Jul n Liang to study again. Hope I wont get anymore headaches or I wont finish with my studies. I'm already lagging behind. Havent finish my HRM :( Must finish by tmr okay!! >.<

Vell Signed off ♥ 10:57 PM

A New Song By Simple Plan (nice)

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me...

**To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles
And stupid lies
While deep inside your bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me...

**

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

** (2x)

Welcome to my life (3x)

Vell Signed off ♥ 12:27 AM

Friday, September 24, 2004

my 1st time blogging

Finally I start blogging. At 1st I felt silly to have an online diary coz diary is suposed to be personal. But I'm just feeling a bit bored and when I'm bored, I feel like typing. So, if I have this blog, I'll be able to type when I've nth to do. Hahaha. Now I feel much lighter with all projects handed in. Today I had a presentation for my last project, which is Japanese. So sad that I won't be going for Japanese classes anymore. I'm afraid that I'll forget all that I've learnt *sigh* After I learn Nihon go, I realised that I'm really2 interested in Japanese language. It's so cute and interesting. I'll miss my sensei, Mr. Kubo Yuichiro. =p Anyways...Next week is gonna be my study week. So, tmr I'll be meeting Jul and Liang to study together. Jan cant come tmr, coz she's gotta work in the evening. I nd to study extra hard now. Coz I've bought my air ticket to Jkt. I dont wanna postpone the departure coz of supp papers. *touch wood* I'll be flying off on the 20th. Sad that I cant be with my frenz on my b'day. Mayb I'm just gonna spend sumtime with them a few days b4 my departure. Probably Liang and I will be treating the whoever fren we wanna invite to eat dinner or sumthing, since our b'day is so close. Wonder what presents to buy for Liang and Jul. *sigh* I cant go to another chalet with my frenz! So sad. Jul's having a chalet for her b'day and I'll be at Indo. Or mayb I'm already in Japan or somewhere else. I'm going on tour with my family. YAY! I've been waiting for it. I was so happy when I was told that we'll go to either Jap or Kor. At 1st it was Jap & Kor. Bt then, it's only Jap. Hahaha Dunno y my daddy changed it. Anyway, now I better concentrate more on my studies. Cant celebrate just yet. There're some more battles that I nd to face. Ganbatte ne!!~ Nvr say die! Hehehe. Continue some other time, baby. =)

Vell Signed off ♥ 1:42 PM