So many things had happened. I dont even know what to say here. Nothing special happen, just normal daily life. Kindda boring. I'm currently having some tiring yet boring days of my life. I'm physically and mentally exhausted. *Sigh* So many projects to do. I'm still rather confused on what we are supposed to submit, but the deadline is coming soon. That is how fast and shortened my semester has become. It is terrible! So difficult to cope with school stuff. Arghhh! Felt like breaking down. I'm losing my senses sometimes. Tendencies of getting bad mood is higher these few days. Kindda absurd to get angry at nothing. X(
Starting to think about what is the purpose of my life again. Have been going to the church but yet I often feel that my life has been nothing. I've lost a sense of direction. Dunno who or what can trigger my excitement back. Where's the drive that can make me feel like living on? What's gotten into me? I wonder... Feel like quitting poly. Don't feel the urge to go to school anymore, even though I'd be able to meet JJL in sch. *Sigh* Often encourage myself to enjoy the days in sch, but just cant help it. I often felt bored and useless. My mind hadn't been able to work properly. Have been thinking so slowly like an idiot. =X
Btw, Happy national day to Singapore!! |
