Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Monday, January 29, 2007

My dream car!!!! I saw this Mercedes Benz A series a few days ago around Kallang stadium area. A guy was driving but he wasn't the topic. Hahaha. His car is HANDSOME! I like!!! It's kindda unatainable though :( Just that...it's small, short and no pointed nose. I think I'd be more comfortable driving it around instead of the cars my dad has :D

Anyways.... I ordered Papillio online together with Jiayi n her sis. Haven't been ordered yet though. Can't wait for it to come :D It's glossy. So I feel that it's quite worth the money even though it has no print or colourful effect.

Vell Signed off ♥ 8:35 PM

Thursday, January 25, 2007

I amazed myself!!! I love a song titled HURT by CHRISTINA AGUILERA alot! 1 day I realised that I'd cry to that song. The lyric goes like..

Seems like it was yesterday
When I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
But I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

(Chorus)Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
'Cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
(Chorus)

Somehow, I relate this song to me and my dad situation (my dad is still alive though) But it's just that sometimes I take him for granted. I also blamed him for the things that I can't do (piano & dancing). He has worked his ass off to support his family but it's so hard to be a daughter who can make him proud.

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM

Monday, January 22, 2007

Didn't have anything to blog initially but after I saw Mini, I suddenly felt the urge to pour out my feelings here immediately.

Mini, being a curious lil hamster, likes to stick out her nose out the cage grills. Whenever I get nearer to the cage, she'd look up and stop whatever activities she was doing with her body stiff, standing on her 2 back feet.

I was teasing her with my finger for a few seconds just now and suddenly I felt something strange deep in my heart. Looking at her nose in between the grills, I suddenly felt thankful for being created as human being by God. Thank You Lord!!!

She looked so pitiful in that tiny cage that has very limited stuff for her to play with. I don't know how the animals feel but I pity them. Somehow I felt the sorrow. She's also lonely coz I can't adopt her sister from Jul. Anyway they've to be in separate cages if I were to take both of them in. So, it's kindda useless in a sense.

Hamster's food is quite limited as well, sunflower seeds. Actually there's more sold in pet shop but they're quite costly if I buy at one go. So perhaps I'd buy next month. I wanna provide her with sand bath coz I feel that she's quite dirty. I also wanna give her the milk drops.

I used to spend quite alot on my previous hamsters. I even bought it hamster's powder! I bought the transparent ball to put the hammy in and let them run around the house too! That was the treatment I gave my previous darlings. As for Mini, I feel like spending on her but I just can't afford to. My expenses increases as I grow that it isn't even enough for myself.

I think there's something wrong with me but this is my true feeling.

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM

Friday, January 19, 2007

Had my 1st lecture for Work Integrated Learning (WIL) subject today. There were 2 irritating Australian lecturers. One was more irritating than the other coz she always said "The students who just came, who are 5 mins late, are the type of people whom I won't want to employ, bla bla bla." She did that a few more times after a few mins had passed. It was sooo annoying. She even acted so childish-ly as to confiscate 1 of the student's mobile phone while he was typing sms secretly. She did mention in the beginning of the lecture about switching our mobiles off though. But it just didn't make any sense. Usually our mobiles are just expected to be switched to "silent" mode during lectures and not "off".

Anyway, the other lecturer was less annoying but she reminded me of Miss Swan. If you dunno who is that, go to WWW.YOUTUBE.COM and type miss swan. Watch her and have yourself a good laugh :D

During the lecture, we were once asked to write down an issue onto coloured papers. The miss-swan-look-alike pasted some scotch tapes on the side of the wall like she had nothing else to do. It was kindda chaotic looking when several students began to go down to paste their group's paper. I found it unique and hillarious to see this kind of lecture style. I took a snap of the whole scene (with the 2 lecturers inside it of coz).

Spot the lecturers yourself~

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Rained heavily today. Thought that the rainy season was finally over, but NO!!! *Sigh* My plan to swim is ruined. The rain was so heavy that it looked like millions of needles falling from the sky. Took a pic but it isn't very clearly shown. It looks like a haze instead :p

So bored at home, Yun and I took some picts of Mini. She's so cute! :D The photo-editting was done by Yun.

Vell Signed off ♥ 4:41 PM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Went for prayer mtg this evening and reached home ard midnight. Took some pics during our journey home in MRT.

Nt long after that, we got crazy...

We got a li'l carried away though...

S'poreans who dunno their own ctry's route...

She's trying to tell u that it isn't so easy to find due to the numerous stations.

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM

Monday, January 15, 2007

Was checking out Jul's blog that I came across this Tarot thingy that she has done and posted at her own blog. Kindda cool but why does the empress picture looks so ugly. Hahahaa...

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:57 PM

Sunday, January 14, 2007

It rained the whole day again! So cooling bt the ground's wet. So irritating. Wet ground stops me from goin out. Especially if I've to bring along an umbrella. Planned to go to Parkway earlier and back home quickly to go to the gym. But the nice weather is making us so lazy to move our butt to take a shower. Hahaha. Bt eventually we did...Coz I've to buy some important stuff like my hamster's FLEA KILLER. Hahaha. Dunno why she has fleas. I've not experience this from all my past hamsters pet history. Anyways...Took some pics while waiting for Yun to finish gettin' ready. She's always slow as usual.

What I see from My bedroom's balcony

This is what stops me from jumping off the building

Sometimes I appreciate it...

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:57 PM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

What's with the rainy season today in S'pore??? It kept on raining and stopping and raining again and again and again. Arghh!!! And what luck I wore trousers, not knowing that the rain would be so often. I didn't even foresee that it was gonna rain today. Oh well. I was soaked for several times coz I travelled here and there during the very long break. The 1st lecture ended at 12:30pm and the 2nd lecture would start at 7pm. So...I had 2 choices, to go back home or to follow Jiayi n Jul for a walk. I decided to go shopping with them even though I was sleepy. Quite regret going out but I managed to buy a cheap T-shirt. So maybe it wasn't that bad after all.

So tired of going for early lectures but I have to. I need to keep my promise to study better. My parents had been nagging me about it. Hahaha. Bt I know it's for my own good and at the same time, it's so that the money for my sch fees won't be wasted. It's not like it's cheap and I can understand their feeling, especially my dad's. So...this semester, I'll try hard to pay close attention during lecture, write as many points as I can catch. Hopefully my grades will improve this sem and make them proud :)

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Yest was my last day to enjoy coz it was the last day of my holiday. I stuck at home instead coz of the rain. Poured the whole day. Bored, home alone, watched DVDs and played with Mini. Still cldn't kill the boredom, I snapped some pics from out my balcony. Was trying whether my camera can capture the rainwater. It failed bt the results are nice :)

East Coast Park, sea view

Below my apartment

Look at the wet ground. Even the tennis court can reflect the trees. Hahaha. Was a nice weather though. Yun called yest a God-given weather :)

Went for my 1st lesson today. Early morning lect, quite bored. Lazy to go to sch. Perhaps the holiday is too long that I can't get enough of it :p The lecturer was from Oz today. Next time will be an American born Chinese. He speaks with a very nice accent which I love. Too bad that he looks abit arrogant and not handsome. Hahaha. His family is from US but he is from Toronto, Canada. So...next time I'm gonna close my eyes in lecture to enjoy his voice. Hahaha.

Vell Signed off ♥ 6:29 PM

Monday, January 08, 2007

Went to Jul's today, together with Jiayi and Annabelle. Belle ate alot! She ate when she reached the hse, she was eating when i reached, and she was still eating even after 3 of us were already full. She's a thin girl with big appetite and can't get fat. So good to be like her! If i were like her, I'd eat the same way as she is, I guess. Hahhaa. Coz there'll be no worries at all.

Watched TV, helped Jiayi in recreating her blog coz she accidentally deleted her old account. And Jul gave me her female hamster. It's so small and cute. I bought a small cage at a pet shop nearby Jul's hse. Since everything is so small, I name my hammy Mini. Hehehe. Wanted to call her Pooch but it sounds more like a male dog than a hamster.

Here's Mini~

Vell Signed off ♥ 10:55 PM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Back in Sg once again. Went back to sch to pay my sch fees and to re-enroll myself. The new semester starts on Wed, 10th Jan 07, for me. Returned to Sg on the 3rd of Jan. Didn't feel like coming back though. It was so much fun and laughter back at Jkt. Together with my family is the best thing. Eat dinner together at restaurants, drive to mountain areas (Bogor) to supervise my dad's house's construction workers. I also went to Bandung with my bro. It was so much fun! Here in Sg, I can't go anywhere near like those places. Probably can go to M'sia more often since I've experienced it a couple of times.

Didn't go to China in the end due to the sold out air tickets and my expiring passport. Sigh. I dreamt of the cold Dec and the shopping spree already! Bt shitty passport thingy... Argh. Stuck at Jkt in the end. LOL. Guess I bought quite alot of stuff bt now that I'm back in Sg, I can't seem to find the things that I've bought. Or probably I bought more for friends than for myself.

Considering to return for good aft I graduate from SIM. It'll take only 1 1/2 years more. Bt then...I'm nt sure what I cld do there. Work with my dad perhaps. I gotta sharpen my driving skills if i were to stay there. Then probably my dad's gonna buy another car for me to use :p I'm nt that bad at driving anymore. Its just that courage is needed badly to drive at Indo. If I drive the way S'poreans drive here, I'd get thousand times of honk from other cars. Haha.

Vell Signed off ♥ 2:29 PM