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Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Why must my family be so dramatic? It really felt like I was watching a movie or I was one of the actress in a TV show.

Dad who's fierce and don't really know wad's going on in his kids lives. Only know how to blame his wife for not being able to look after the kids properly that the kids turned out to be some useless ppl.

Mom who doesn't listen to what the kids want. Don't sympathize her kids but always make herself so pitiful instead.

Siblings who are so occupied with their own stuff and only remembers me when they need a favour. Thought that dad dotes on me the most, that everything I ask for will be granted, and so they ask him through me. Sisters who are much prettier than I am. Guys adore them and they get alot of stuff coz of their beauty. They're talented, good artist, etc. They even have nice handwrittings. Money isn't really an issue for them. What else they want? I don't have so much complains about brothers coz I'm a girl. It's more natural to compare myself with sisters.

They wanna be understood but they've forgotten 1 very important thing...that I'm also a human being! I need to be understood as well. I'm not suicidal and I think at a brighter side of life. That's why I look less problematic. But the fact is, everyone is the same. I may look calm in the outside, but am very emotional in the inside. I often thought...if only I could be a more daring person. I'd probably have ended my life long ago. But I always think of the consequences more, so I didn't do anything to harm myself.

What they don't know is... I'm a scaredy-cat type of person. I need people's support when I want something. I know dad loves me, but I think he loves everyone of us almost equally. I love my family alot and I care about each one of them. At the same time, I wanna get just a tiny bit of the attention from them as well. It takes 2 hands to clap! They just don't get it.

What's God's purpose for letting me be in this family? *Sigh* I really can't figure it out.
Vell Signed off ♥ 2:31 PM
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