Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Saturday, September 01, 2007

I'M DIFFERENT

I feel like blogging all of a sudden.

Went to see watches at The Bencoolen, Bugis, with JY and Jul yesterday after we had our project discussion at TM. I drooled as I stared at the pretty watches in the shops. I'm planning to get a CASIO watch which cost approximately S$40. Bt we'll see when I'll finally get it :D

Anyways, there was a moment when JY and I were debating on which color looks nicer. Pink face or pearl white face. I prefer pearl white bt JY said the whole color blends and it doesn't make the details stand out. Bt from the moment I set my eyes on it, I already know that my choice is only that white :) I told her that I like it and suddenly I blurt out "I know I wanna get this 1. I've my own taste n stand." So JY said, most important thing is I like.

Yes. During that incident, I realised that I'm nt easily affected by my friends' tastes or styles. I don't like to follow what the other ppl around me are wearing. And it made me so glad suddenly. Coz...I feel that I'm a different individual. God created every human being different. So, I'm happy that I won't look the same as JY or Jul when we walk together in sch :) Hehehe.

It's true that my style of clothes tend to get more n more like JY's sometimes...Bt, I think that coz it's only shorts and T-shirt, it's so comfortable to wear when I'm gonna have a long day or...when I go to sch. Hey, it's just going to sch...it's nt like I'm going for a fashion show or something. So, T-shirt with shorts and slippers would do it just fine for me. I don't care with strangers' opinions about my dress sense. I dress up when I feel a nd to. So, I'll continue to wear anything I feel like wearing. I will try to stick to my own likings. Coz my tastes determine my true characteristics and personality.

The next thing I wanna blog about wld b my wound which I get frm my dad this morning. He asked me to call travel agency about the air ticket price for round-way trip S'pore to HK yesterday. Bt I was so busy yesterday that I only cld call today. Bt he asked me bout the information early in the morning. So, he got a lil mad at me for nt being able to help him asap. His words on his last sms was the 1 that hurt me the most. It was very simple and it was perhaps just a passing remarks for him. Bt I gt rly2 affected. There might be a part of me that got hurt coz I feel that he doesn't understand me, doesn't know what hell I'm going thru with my studies. And there's another part of me that was hurt coz I feel bad for disappointing him. His request was so easy n cld be done in a vry2 short time bt yet I procrastinate.

I don't rly know which cause hurt me the most but I know for sure that my mood was totally bad before the svc start. Bt God is rly good. During the worship, I had a gd cry. He's the only 1 that I can complain my real feelings to, and wld make me feel light all over after I'm done with the complaints :D I felt like just continue crying but worship still had to end, svc had to start.

Thank God that after I cried out, my heart felt secured again. I felt like my burden had been lifted up coz I had chosen to look up when my front, side, and back are pressing unto me.

--Hide me now...Under Your wings--

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:59 PM