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| Monday, October 15, 2007 |
Wish that I cld spend time with them more often, wish that I cld make them proud. Bt nth seems to work out. They live their lives without considering my feelings. They want me to understand them all the time. Bt do they understand me? I've always tried to understand other ppl's feelings..Put them in my thoughts 1st. For so long, I've been doing this. Can they feel it? Do they appreciate it? Mom, is your face more important than my feelings? Why do other ppl's comments bother u so much? Do they carry more weight than how I feel? I don't think those comments which come from some gossipers would guarantee me with a bright and better future. Why do u care so much with what other ppl think? Why r u so insecure? Why haven't u ever consider your own kids' opinions or comments bout our own preference? You only know how to compare us with other ppl's kids without comparing urself with their moms 1st. Why are u always unthankful with whatever we already have? You often speak of how ill-fated u are having us as ur kids. Have u even try to stop and think of our strengths instead of our weaknesses? You gt traumatized by some experience of urs over the past few yrs bt doesn't mean that they wld befall unto all of us. There's no point trying to protect us when ur way of protection is wrong. It annoys me when my mom compare us with herself. Coz she's sooo stuck in her own world, in I dunno what yr. Perhaps the '70s? I'm nt sure. She doesn't have any friends. Mayb that's 1 of the factor. She doesn't like us hanging out with friends or the way we sometimes put our friends inside our priority list. I dunno how she thinks. Neither does she know how we think. We tried to understand u better as a person. Bt u nvr try to do the same back to us. Till a point of time when we'd all be tired of trying. In the end, the last thing u can do wld only be crying over ur unfilial children. If that really happen, u can't possibly put all of the blame on us. And I can't help either. --I'm strong on the surface. But not all the way through. I've nvr been perfect. Bt neither have u. I can't be who u are.-- |
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