Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

CG APPRECIATION & MULTIPLICATION

Had a wonderful cgm last night. Celebrated thanksgiving and multiplication at 1 shot. So many tears shed by the members as we will be going to different cell grp. Good friends who used to do things together for the same cg will now have to be separated. This will take some time before everyone can adjust. I realised that I've wasted so much time withdrawing from so many of them and now it'll get even harder to even get to know them well. Ppl like denise, heshen, xiangrong, weiling, joa, limei, jingwen, george, n others who are gonna be in different cg...I didn't grasp my chances to really have a good chat with them. Some of them are beginning to open up to me and I was liking it. Hopefully, we won't be a 'hi-bye' friend when we meet up.

Anyways, I couldn't express myself well last night during the breaking of the bread coz I was holding back my emotions and tears till I had a terrible headache. So lemme type down my appreciation to those whom I gave my bread to.

Enyao, thx for guiding me ever since the 1st time I joined the cg. Thx for your concern about my personal matters. And thx for being excited about me being in your cg. I believe you're gonna be a good cgl and I hope I can be a blessing for you by being a good member :)

Wesley, I really thank God that you've finally decided to come back to God n to the cg. I really hope that next time, no matter what troubles you're faced with, you'll still hold on and look up. Don't ever have the thought of backsliding coz you won't find the answer and peace if you do. It'll only make matters worse.

Joyce, thx for always praising me behind my back. There are times that I felt obligated to help with heavy heart but you still appreciate me so much. Thx for trying your best to show your care and concern to me. I know it must be hard coz I'm not being easy towards you. But I really appreciate you and I love you. No matter what complaints I have about you in my heart, I still love you. Sorry if I'm often mean to you, made you scared several times. I guess we gotta open up more to each other :D

Jun, thx for the changes you've shown me so far. Thx for being patient and understanding to whatever nonsense I'm giving you. Thx for always holding me when I feel like running away from reality. Sorry for my bad attitude. My lips may speak mean words to you but I want you to know that I love you from the bottom of my heart :)

Limei, there are many things I wanna thank you about. From the start, you've been like a young guardian to me. Childish but always strong, physically and spiritually. Hehehe. I still remember how you always wanted to help me carry whatever I was carrying, no matter how heavy those were. It's always easy to open up to you coz you 1st opened up to me. I felt relaxed to confide in you about anything. It's also easy to listen about you life and give comments to you coz you accepts feedbacks open heartedly. Thx for the love that you and your whole family have showered me with. And I want you to know that my phone will always be free if you wanna talk :D We may be in a totally different cg now but I believe that this won't be a barrier for us to keep our friendship strong till the end.

Jiayi, I can't thank you enough la!!! Hehehe. From the beginning till the end, you've always been such a gd friend and a gd cgl to me. I know I'm not an easy cg member even until now. But you never give up on me. Thx for all your encouragements be it in my walk with God or with my studies in the past. You've been a great help and I really thank God for you. Sry for the misunderstanding I had about you the last time, it must've hurt you. From then on, I learnt a valuable lesson. Well in fact, you always provides me with valuable lessons every now and then. Hahaha. Anyways, I wanna thank your family too for always opening the house for me to stayover. It's been great working together with you :D Our friendship won't stop here, will it? Thx for being such a great blessing in my life. I love you!!!!

For other members whom I didn't give my bread to, it doesn't mean that they're inferior. I still appreciate them alot and I love them as my brothers and sisters in Christ.

Vell Signed off ♥ 12:57 PM