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| Saturday, January 10, 2009 |
His msg during today's svc was breath-taking, mind-blowing, life-changing! Well, at least to me, it was. I got my spirit stirred, that I could barely hold my tears. Almost every sentences he said was like a big bang boom in my heart. I managed to get a number of revelations. It's been quite boring for me to listen to many of the 'impacting the marketplace' or 'cultural mandate' messages coz I don't feel that it's really relevant in my life. Well, it's not that it's not relevant at all, it's just...maybe not yet. And honestly, I've been quite drained and was sorta losing my grip. I let myself just to go with the flow, forgetting about the whole God-given purpose in life and all that kindda stuff. So, after today... I rly wanna try to become fruitful again for God. I wanna return to His way, rather than my own way. I wanna serve Him once more in any way that I'm able to. I wanna know what His purpose is for creating me to be in this world, for I know that there's more to life than meets the eye. I wanna know what He needs me to accomplish for His kingdom's purpose. I want Jesus to pronounce me as a 'good and faithful servant' during the judgment day. For He'll come back as a judge to judge the living and the dead not by what goals we had accomplished for Him on our own way but by whether or not we had fulfilled our God-given task. A task that God had written on His book even before I was born. I wanna know what that task is and I wanna obey. Lest He moves on to the next person if I ignore His command. I know that I won't be able to change a 180 degree to a totally new person instantly. But I know as long as there's a will, there's a way. I will try changing my commitment towards God to a higher lever little by little, slowly but surely. God doesn't despise a small beginning, so must I. I really wanna be re-reborn. Hehehe. -Open my eyes, I wanna see Your glory...Your glory, Lord- |
| Vell Signed off ♥ 11:34 PM |
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