Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Indo for good

I've been in Jkt for about 3 weeks now. I fell ill twice within 2 weeks. Till now, I'm still unsure of the cause of my sickness. Perhaps it was the weather. It's always scorching hot here. The heat is sometimes so unbearable that it'll give me a headache. But thank God I'm perfectly fine now.

I've started working since last Wed. My job is still very little though that I get bored most of the time even when there are games to entertain me. Hopefully my bro will have some time to spare to teach me.

Despite all the fun I have here, I'm still missing Sg very much. I miss the freedom. I miss being able to go out till late night without being afraid to go home alone. I don't need to rely on anybody to drive me around coz I'm still afraid to drive on the busy, overcrowded with cars, road. Most importantly, I miss going to church.

The main thing that I don't like when I'm staying together with my family is perhaps the complains that often comes out from my mom. I guess she needs to learn to be more grateful. I'm so tired to hear her complains about Jun. Everybody seems fine with him except her (and perhaps grandma too).

I don't really wanna bother about this issue though. What I know is that I enjoy being with him and I believe he's one of the many people that God has put in my life for a purpose. So, I'm not gonna start worrying about my future now. I will look forward for it instead.

I'm eager to understand what my purpose is back in Jkt. I'm sure it'll be good.

Vell Signed off ♥ 12:00 PM