Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

WHY VERY INCONSIDERATE?:

Is it me who thinks too much or is there an increasing number of inconsiderate people around?

I know I'm not perfect, that I can be irritating and annoying to others too. But, at least I think of other people's feelings a lot (at least I think I do) and this habit is killing me like literally. I also prefer to be more ignorant like they do, if I could, but I just can't. If I manage to hurt anybody's feelings, I'm truly sorry. I'm sure I didn't mean to, unless you got me really pissed.

So anyway, I've been seriously annoyed when my space is invaded lately. If you can live in a messy room while I can't, the least you can do is not to spread your messy-ness into my territory. Or even if you still wanna be messy, at least move your body when I ask you nicely to clean up your mess. It's exhausting to be a nanny of an adult you know? And it is also very annoying to be cleaning all your mess up all the time. I don't get any appreciation for doing the job do I? Do you thank me? Do you even remember that I clean it up for your sake?

Another thing I can't stand is when 1 person can be out having fun, not caring about how the person at home is feeling. I'm so tired of always worrying for people who don't even have the courtesy to inform me that they're coming home late or something. How could they be so heartless? Is it coz I pamper them too much that I'm taken advantage of? Have you ever worry about me when I'm out somewhere at night? I guess you haven't. That's why you always don't know how I feel waiting for you to come home safely.

Adding on, how could anybody be so heartless to always "unconsciously" disturb other people's peace in the middle of the night or early morning? Do you not know that by doing so, you will disturb my sleep? Do you also not know that I'm rather sleep deprived already? Since I need to wake up early to go to work. My sleeping time is already not proper and you're making it worse by making so much noise. Thanks a lot. It's already difficult enough for me to doze off and I bet you already know this from long ago. But you just can't be bothered to care coz all you can think of is yourself. Which hurts me a lot.

This world doesn't revolve around you alone. Even if you're the cleverest, wealthiest, coolest, the most good looking person on earth, you still don't own the world (unless you're God). Wake up! Open your eyes and see that this world is full of people and not just you! Human beings with feelings, like yourself, are breathing the same air as you! No man is an island. No matter how you wish you could survive by yourself, you just won't be able to do so. That's why God created Eve to accompany Adam, coz He knew Man can't live alone.

You can't blame others who acts the same way as you do. Coz you just mirror each other. Hence, please do some self-reflection. Like my big bro had advised 1 of our staff: 'when 1 person dislike you, perhaps the problem lies between you two. But if it's a group of people we're talking about, then there has to be something wrong with you personally, be it your way of doing things or your character/personality'.

You don't give a shit on how much effort I put in to keep this relationship as it is now. My hard work go wasted most of the time. Before you know it, there might not be anymore relationship between us.

We grow older each day. But your behavior portrays otherwise. Time will not wait for us. Our youth won't last long. Don't you wanna be productive for your own sake? Don't you wanna be a somebody, maybe not to the whole world, but at least to yourself and your family in the future? I really wonder what is it that makes you who you are now? What did we do wrong in helping you to grow? Where did we go wrong? Coz you don't seem to mature in the correct way to me.

I believe I've shown much love towards you that I'm almost dried up. If you can't feel it, you're simply too ignorant to notice. And it's definitely not my fault. I'm running out of ideas of how to change you. I guess I'll just live it up to God to mould you to become a better person.

Vell Signed off ♥ 4:02 PM