Vell's Rainbowfied Life.

Monday, October 31, 2011

Real Steel

Watched Real Steel and it was good! Love Hugh Jackman, love the Max boy. Both are so handsome!

The movie was so exciting. No regret rushing to catch the show coz it was worth it :D

Vell Signed off ♥ 1:28 AM

Friday, October 28, 2011

Rainy season

It has been raining heavily here in Jkt, which is good.

It's raining right this moment. Got some rain water dropped on me while I was walking outta the office towards the car. It felt so refreshing. It's been so long since the last time I walk in the rain, I actually miss the feeling.

Vell Signed off ♥ 7:50 PM

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Mobile blogging

Just installed Blogger in my iphone. Cool stuff. Now i don't need to wait till i on my comp to blog. Yipee.

Vell Signed off ♥ 11:29 PM

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Galau... Resah... Gundah

Hanya instinct atau neting kah ini? Perasaan kok rasanya sangat2 gelisah, kawatir. Bagaimana akhir dari cerita kita ini? Belakangan kok rasanya ada yg berubah sama diri kamu? Kenapa di saat kita sedang jauh, kamu sangat cuek? Apa kamu bertemu dengan yg baru di sana? Atau kah sudah mulai ilfil sama aku?

Pikiran kacau, kepala sakit, hati sakit, badan lemas.

Aku harus bagaimana? Kelakuan ku harus bagaimana supaya tidak menyakiti perasaan kamu lagi? Sakit hati yg teramat sangat saat aku menyakiti hatimu. Sadarkah kamu betapa aku menyayangimu? Maafkan bila mulutku menuturkan kata pisah dengan mudahnya. Bukan maksud hati ku untuk melepaskanmu.

Vell Signed off ♥ 6:25 PM

Monday, October 24, 2011

HURT

My life has been quite a mess ever since I returned to Jkt. Physically and emotionally troubled. I often fall sick here and I am even much more careless that I could accidentally scratch myself badly. I am now carrying many scars on my legs. My brain is not even working well. My STM sometimes get worsen I guess. So many stuff to remember here at work. The daily routine is also very hectic with many customers coming over to get their goods.

My life spent with family is not as good as I thought it would be. So many conflict had happened. I felt like I could break down at times. On the other hand, I thought that it'd be best for me to stay away. I don't know what's best for me anymore.

Coz of these many problems, I have caused many hurt to my loved one. I am terribly sorry. I seek attention on the wrong place, I become dependent on you. I'm sorry I have been harsh in so many ways, in so many different occasion. I promise I'll change. I will find things to occupy myself with.

Thanks for being so patient. Thank you for still hanging on strong and not letting go. You are one in a million.

Vell Signed off ♥ 6:52 PM